What is so special about a hot shower?
Posted on Apr 20th, 2008
by 
JOANNA
JOANNA
(another -not -that -serious-post)
Years ago I had this stubborn conviction that I don't have enough time.
Whatever i started - i gave up (like learning new computer program) , in fact- i gave up before i started. and my reasoning was: i don't have enough time, before i finish i will be gone. If i was 80 that would be understandable. But I was in my twenties...
Maybe it had something to do with my very short life line on the palm of my hand. actually there are two lines. first short and the other longer , both are joined by a barely perceptible line .. and maybe one day when i was 29 or 30 i passed some critical point and i found myself on the longer part... because...
i realized: I HAVE ALL THE TIME IN The WORLD to do whatever i want to.
Eventually. What a relief! Since than maybe it is easier for me to focus though i still can't really stand long distance commitments.
or maybe, like today, i was taking a long hot shower, when you lean again the wall and water just run along your back... it is good for thinking, i resolve problems this way ... but if i have big problem i waste too much water..
And today taking hot shower I suddenly changed my perception about another important belief.
Before - there was Chaos, (isn't there a book that starts this way?) .
In the beginning: there was Chaos :)
this morning looking at water splashing around my feet i realized : not at all!
IT ALL MAKES PERFECT SENSE!
and i saw events, people, colors, details, like small pieces of puzzle (sorry for the ordinary comparison) falling exactly where they should be to complete a picture- and it happens on its own.
...Or Following someones thought?
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